My only wish is I die real. ‘Cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal.




Nerd world praablemz.

January 30, 2012

I broke my glasses. -.- But I’m literally legally blind or whatever so it’s kinda important for me working and stuff. Conveniant timing, though, my taxxxes are getting done today so I’ll have some refund cash soon. Or at least I’d better. Oh also I really want Curren$y’s new album but I can’t find the drops ANYwhere. FUDGE.

Going back.

January 25, 2012

I want to meet somebody who likes the things that I do. I want to meet somebody that has completely different tastes and styles than me. I want to meet someone shy. I want to meet the most outgoing person in the world. I want to meet somebody that has overcome great obstacles to get to where they are in life and who doesn’t have a single ounce of self-pity. I want to meet someone that has everything handed to them. I want to meet vegan, militant, straight edge warriors. I want to meet laid-back stoners. I want to meet people who have traveled thousands of miles and people who haven’t left their home state. I want to share stories, I want to share hopes and dreams, I want to share my intermost thoughts and feelings. I want to have every conversation I’ve played out in my mind over and over again, and I want to remain a mystery. I want to meet a good listener even though I’m not much of a talker. I want to make someone happy solely by existing.


January 21, 2012

“Let’s stay together ’til we’re ghosts.
I want to witness love, I’ve never seen it close.”
-Drake, Fireworks

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and I still remember everything about our lives. And I will always be there to hold you up, and I will always forgive you when we fight, and after all this time I have learned that all those wishes lead to was bad decisions and failure. But you are the one thing that I got right.
-The Saddest Landscape

And now I introduce to you, my partner in crime, the guy I wouldn’t kick outta bed for eating crackers, Doug! :3

Let’s say I will get $2000 back. It could be more, or less, but they’ve been taking 40-100 out of my checks for over a year so I’m guessing it’ll be around two stacks.

$450 or 500 – for the loan my parents gave me for Rosco’s repairs
$300 – overpayment on Rosco’s loan
$300 – on tattoos
$180 – on shoes
$100 – on a month’s rent
$100 – on stupid stuff I’ve needed/ wanted for a little bit

I will have about $400 left for savings, but no real bills to pay for a month so I can save all my paychecks… or blow them. 😀 SWAGGA.

January 3, 2012

Strike Hard.

January 2, 2012

If you think you’re edgy, you aren’t. Changing yourself according to something you picked up from trends does not mean your physical appearance or personality doesn’t suck. And automatically defending yourself against criticisms by labeling everyone else as too shallow or old fashioned to “get” you, does not mean your lifestyle choices are eccentric.