Nelly’s new shizzle.

September 28, 2010

I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon’ be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only just a dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she’d come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only just a dream

I was at the top and now its like I’m in the basement
Number one spot and now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can’t take it, knowing somebody’s got my baby
And now you ain’t around baby I can’t think
I should’ve put it down, should’ve got the ring
Cause I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face run my fingers through her hair
My lover, my life, my shawty, my wife
She left me, I’m tied
Cause I knew that it just ain’t right

I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon’ be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only just a dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she’d come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only just a dream

When I be ridin’ man I swear I see her face at every turn
Tryna get my Usher on but I can’t let it Burn
And I just hopes she know that she the only one I yearn for
More and more I miss her, when will I learn
Didn’t give her all my love, I guess now I got my payback
Now I’m in the club thinking all about my baby
Hey, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn’t enough
I’m going through it everytime that I’m alone
And now I’m missing, wishing she’d pick up the phone
But she made the decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong

I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon’ be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only just a sream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she’d come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only just a dream

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
And now they’re gone and you’re wishing you could give them everything
Said if you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they’re gone and you’re wishing you could give them everything

I was thinking bout her, thinkin bout me
Thinkin bout us, what we gon’ be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only just a dream
So I travelled back, down that road
Wish she’d come back, no one knows
I realize yeah, it was only just a dream

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Shantih-

September 21, 2010

the Peace which passeth understanding.

Datta: what have we given?
My friend, blood shaking my heart
The awful daring of a moment’s surrender
Which an age of prudence can never retract
By this, and this only, we have existed
Which is not to be found in our obituaries
Or in memories draped by the beneficent spider
Or under seals broken by the lean solicitor
In our empty rooms

I love T. S. Eliot. Love. Love. LOVE.

 

 

 

 

 

Bleeck.

September 12, 2010

Good day, bad day, sunny day, rainy day. It all kinda feels the same right now.

I don’t have much to talk about. I feel boring.
I think I honestly for the first time ever made a good decision and picked a boyyy worthwhile. 😀
Don’t wanna jinx it though, so you gotta be shhhh, bloggy!
I miss Lime, a LOT A LOT. I feel left out of her college life.
It’s so hard finding a balance of not being clingy and demanding, because I miss her so much.
I will go visit her this weekend. I spent a lot of money I don’t have on this trip,
so I REALLLLY hope it goes perfectly.
Life’s good.
I put in my notice for quitting Country Fair.
I need the time to chill, I only have a month left until I leave.
Quite frankly that’s scaring me.  :/
I started to feel quite blue tonight out of nowhere, not quite sure why.
And since I can’t even accurately describe why I’m not in a great mood, I’m just gonna end it at that.

P.S. Seriously. I’m hoping.