but I didn’t stop, ’cause you was walkin’ the opposite way.
I guess I could’ve shouted out your name.
But even if it was you, I don’t know what I would say.
We could sit and reminisce about the old school.
Maybe share a cigarette, because we both fools.
Chop it up and compare perspectives,
life, love, stress and set-backs, yes.
So you could tell me how hard you had it,
and you could show me all the scars to back it.
And we could analyze each complaint,
break it down and explain these mistakes I make.
I like to tangle up the strings of the puppetry.
But you knew me back when I was a younger me.
You seen Sean in all types of light,
and I’ve been meanin’ to ask you if I’m doin’ alright.
Was that you? Looked just like you.
Strange thangs my imagination might do.
Take a breath, reflect on what we been through,
or am I just goin’ crazy ’cause I miss you?

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If I had a tumblr I would post cool things on it. But I don’t, and I’ve got a lot of stuff on photbucket that I found and never had use for. Blog filled with pictures. Nothin’  major.

 

 

July 21, 2010

Get it? Because they’re pears.

On September 20, 2009, I posted the following on my myspace:

I need a change, beyond what I can do for myself.
If we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say,
every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them.

It’s beyond me if those were my own genuine thoughts, or if it was a hastily typed version of something I’d heard on some TV show or read in a book. But I feel like it means more to me now than it ever would have at a point when I knew that was there. I just stumbled upon those words. I need a change, beyond what I can do for myself. I think I know what I wanted at the time. I wanted somebody to impact my life instead of me constantly trying to change things for the better but becoming worn out from it. Shortly after that, something did change, and it will undoubtedly impact the rest of my youth. I’m still waiting on the greater change, though, the one that will make me stand in a phone booth and stammer to someone that I love them. And the funny thing is, it took me this long to see that.

Wonderful.

July 13, 2010

The Road Not Taken
By Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

– My brother went home to NChuck lasnite at like a 3.5 flight so I went with him to the airport. He was like kbai and I was like Ilybai and he was like lol because he’s a guy and doesn’t like emotions.
– Since I got home in the morning I slept until 1:45 and I worked at 3 so I was like OMG!
– My dad put my work clothes in teh washer but never dried them so I had soaking wet clothes and like 5 mins to get there so I was like OMG DAD FU BAI. Normally I’d lol at this but I barely got to work on time and was v uncomfortable and cold and then rlly hot since it was 90 degrees today.
– Had too many customers to deal with, too many chores to do. Could’t handle it. Almost died of heat stroke. But on the plus side a cute guy was in there. *gigglesnort* random right?!
– Came home and mom was like lololol you went to work in wet clothes, and I was like wtf? No one in this family supports me in my time of urgent need.
– Had plans with my good friend but she was like jkjk I have a cast on my foot so I txted Julie so I’m still doing something tomorrow but I don’t know if it will be the SAME!
– And then I saw a skunk on my way home from work and I was like AHHH and then the skunk was like AHHHHHHHHHH and I didn’t want to smell so I walked a really long way out of my way to make that skunk happy. The skunk was probably like YEA PWNED.
– Ppl need to learn how to lie better. We don’t need to discuss this one. I’m just saying, if you’re going to lie, do it properly.

– The end. I need a life. Kthnxbai.

“I pulled you close because the world failed us both. Always knowing nothing could stay gold.”

Oh what, you thought I could end something without quoting something? Think again.

AS WE ALL SUFFOCATE.

I don't have the prettiest feet in the world. I manage.

New kicks. Fresh ta deth.

I figure it’s time for a real blog about my life today. My bank account’s ganna kill me for all the above pictured items. No Sincerity Fest for me though. “[ Guess I can afford it. Personally, other than the fact that I was really looking forward to going to Pitt, I welcome the days off. I’ve been working full time and I’m quitting in a couple weeks so that I have time to relax before I move. Also I have been getting in trouble at work and that’s no good. My current mood is absolutely wonderful. I had the best day/night of my summer so far, at the expense of one flip flop which I left in my friend Julie’s car. I went shopping and out to lunch with Amber and Alicia, who wore matching XXX style camo hardcore guy short shorts around, haha. Julie came and got me and we went to dinner for her birthday after that. I hung out with random groups of people that assembled and disassembled as the night went on. We ended up in some cemetary which was cold and boring, but you know, that is irrelevant to the fun. I get to see my friend Sara today. Life’s generally pretty good. I want my Rhinocerous shirt to come in the mail! I also want my Outlook hoodie that I’m supposed to get when they come back to speak in Erie on the 15th. I’ve been reading so many good books. “D Found a bunch of new tunes, got a new bathing suit, made some new friends. And I noticed I started doing really important things at 4 a.m. when I should be sleeping, like sorting through all my oldest “I don’t wear these but they’re cute” clothes, haha. It’s really sad how much clothing girls accumulate that they don’t want, myself included. I’ll stop buying clothes for now… maybe. Anyways. Basically that’s my life. I’ll go back to not discussing it for awile and then come back with all new boring info. Yay.

P.S. If there’s anybody somewhat my age who stumbles upon my blog and actually reads this much, if you wanna hit me up ever, ask me for my myspace! I’d say facebook but I won’t add anyone I don’t know and trust.

P.P.S. I love this chick and I love wordpress users for providing me with such wonderful things to discover. —>