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April 10, 2012

The newest additions to my custom family. :vD

Birthday is in two weeks. I’m hoping/ fiending for new ink, it’s been wayyyy too long and my tattoo artist has been hitting me up so he must think so, too. ūüėõ

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All that’s dead.

March 17, 2012

“They’re gonna try to kick you around. You better fight for your life.”
-Terror

“We spent some time together crying, spent some time just trying
to let each other go. I
 held your hand so very tightly
and told you what I would be dreaming of.”

-The Perishers

“Lets talk that sun into setting. Just need the sound of your voice.
Need that calming and the comfort, something to drown out the noise.”
-Defeater

“I’m living, learning, growing and changing, just to find what this all means.
You find strength in what you hold in your hands, that’s not for me.
I’ll stay free.”

-Terror

 

 

My only wish is I die real. ‘Cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal.

 

 

January 3, 2012

and it hits me like it does.
But I don’t see a tailor’s trademark, I see light and dust.


 

I heard that you’re settled down.
That you found a girl and you’re married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend why are you so shy?
It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited.
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
that for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you, too.
Don’t forget me I beg. I remember you said
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead yeah.

You’d know how the time flies.
Only yesterday was the time of our lives.
We were born and raised in a summery haze,
bound by the surprise of our glory days.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
that for me it isn’t over yet.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you, too.
Don’t forget me, I beg. I remember you said
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

Nothing compares no worries or cares.
Regrets and mistakes- they’re memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you, too.
Don’t forget me I beg I remembered you said
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you.
I wish nothing but the best for you, too.
Don’t forget me I beg I remembered you said
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead yeah.

and 14 inch red lines for that dusty road.”

From Myspace.

September 19, 2011

“Hello, I’m Lee Wesman. For some strange reason, I’ve never really felt comfortable saying admirable things about myself. I guess that you could say I’m humble, but I’d say it’s more that I’m more interested in everyone else than I am about myself. I put too much faith in society and it continually lets me down, but regardless of anything that’s ever been done or said to contradict it, I still firmly believe that people are worth the effort. I have optimism that can’t be broken and convictions that I will stay true to until the day I die. I thrive on change and self-improvement and I get bored without it. That’s probably why I’m so obsessed with fitness and the straight edge lifestyle. Other than that, I’ve never stayed down and I’ve never been out, and luckily enough, I don’t regret a thing I’ve done to get to where I’m at. I have been called many things, and nostalgic was never one of them.”

Years later, I find myself to react best according to what I am around. ¬†I feel uncomfortable discussing myself around uncomfortable, boring¬†people. After having met people who made me want to open myself up I came to the conclusion that I am who I am only¬†when instigated. As hard as it is, I am still optimistic and I believe that I can change the world. I don’t think I’m anything¬†exceptional¬†but I¬†know I can do great¬†things because¬†anyone can.¬†I am not naive anymore, but I am not broken. Dozens of short lived hobbies later, change and the promise of improvement have been the only things I never lost interest in. As lame as the straight edge scene seems to me now I still claim it proudly. As far as nostalgia goes, I still look back on events with a certain numbness, but lately I’ve really been missing the way certain things impacted my life. Like, damn.

“They know just where my head is. Where my head is, where I’m headed is, the sky.”

“I turned the music loud and put on my own recital.
In a room full of my idols, made me less suicidal.‚ÄĚ

“Keep your head up high.
Keep mine deep in the ground. Hide away the love that I found.
It‚Äôs a world that I can‚Äôt get out.”

“I hope you bought the moon, I hope you reach the stars. I hope you found the things that you already lost.
I hope you have it all, I hope you have it all.
 I hope you got to see everything you dreamed. I hope you saw the things that you ain’t see in me.
I hope you have it all, I hope you have it all. I hope you live it, hope you get it, hope you got it.
I hope you find it, hope you see it, hope you watch it. I hope you want it, hope you like it, hope you love it.
I hope you achieve it, hope you reach it, hope you touch it.”