Truth is harsh.

Haven’t been doing so good lately. I’ve been eating a lot but the food isn’t comforting. I lost my iPod so I haven’t been going to the gym so I feel like a fat, unhealthy loser. Some days I cry and stay down all day, some days it’s just a moment of fleeting sadness. The worst part about this is I hate it. I’m not trying to be a drama queen; I feel how I feel and I’m a terrible actress and I got tired of acting like I was fine all the time so I’m just being open about it. Maybe I just need new sweatpants and a girl day with Madeline.  I was getting better but you just made it all worse again. I hate you.